Life is agame but play very well

I think when things turns out very well than what I expected worse,it gave me so much mental pleasure. I think that is human basic psychology. We take a pleasure in something between outcome and expectation. Because there is a tension between and when that tension is evaporate,we call it was a good and we say it played very well. But sometime things happen and we didn't expect and prepared,so we say as tragedy. Recently lots of things are happening. Car broke down,lack of money and somehow my mind try to figure things out for living. Sometimes it feels like not pleasant but my spirit feels alive. I don't know ...maybe if I become negative things become worse. So my mind make better story to make things much better.so I like to live in some beautiful story what I like to live.
Because what I perceive is through six senses, so I can make my choice to make it for my own ways. The universe is infinite field for that exploration.

I have learn many things in many days. Not serious but sincere and play very well and you will smile in the end. Perhaps there will be another beginning but we will enjoy game of life.

Human enjoy fun.

Nothing to say

I enjoy Colin Wilson's talk and his ideas about many different topics. Sometimes I feel we are kind of same clan and same species in many ways. I like his idea about between human desperation and peak experience. Perhaps each day we all go through from desperations to peak experience and just sailing with flow of life.
Navigate through my intuition and also my interest.
My soul is looking for sublime beauty in the end also pleasure for many different level.

I think my personality is that wherever I am,I try to make it work in very best ways and not depressed about circumstances. Bring my memories,discipline,insight all necessary things come and hold together for right now.
Also I wonder if I let it go,what it will happen?
I worship the life and see so much beauty in many things and sametime require energy for that.
Maybe I am tired,want to see new evolution in me,want to find new vocabulary,new languages and create new sensations for my brain. So I feel new and again feel meaning and reason to live.

All different pieces fly and time passing by.

I feel I am on the verge of new directions and wonder I have enough power to walk continuously.

Appreciate the beauty what I enjoy.
Health,good people,bicycle,yoga,books,sky,

Maybe I am creating my own reality through many different words and make it so alive and create my inner words. Because the words create story and story create feeling,feeling give perception to life right now. If I say positive words,world seems very beautiful. If I say negative words,the world seems very negative. So,depends on what kind of vocabulary what I use,I can create my own story to tell and become my own reality. So whatever in my mind,it will become. Maybe depends on how much I concentrate. Because all different thought flying by.my words is not so complicated. So my world will not be so complicated.

Simplicity.