There are many different elements for the days.
I had very interesting day with Christian kennedymand same time struggle with money.
I am aware about it and same time it has many different effect around me.
Perhaps I have to try to make more money.
First,I have no ideas about unified field what Christian mention about.
All knowing and all possible reality in many different dimensions?
I know that we are many different muti dimensional being and same time is it really true? Or I think it's a good to think that way because it feels better ? Or if I think about if it feels better,why we meet all those people and all different information arise ?
Something exist in abstract concept for me right now. I see just as possibilities and same time I am moving that direction and want to live like multidimensional being.
Perhaps I do through many different dreams,visions and connections.
What is a existence ?
Sensory perceptions ?
What about thought ? Can I say it exist ? What about emotions?
What about feeling? What about stuff?
All exist and same time the way how it exist is different.like solid,soft,transparent,feeling..
All existence is a impermanent. So multidimensional idea also exist,it is a impermanent,fleeting.
Idea have a life. What if idea exist as just idea. Still we can say as existence?
What if all thought,ideas,vision and thing exist. Different frequencies,different dimensions.
Need to think more about it.
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
Tuesday, October 28, 2014
New self from different perspective
I think I know myself but maybe not.
When I perceive myself,maybe nothing special. Bit when other person perceive me,they preceive different way toe receive the way I how I perceive to myself. I think that a cool thing. Because through that recognition,we begin to understand who we really are. How universe remember you not you remember you. Many beautiful people I meet everyday,I receive so much inspiration and that makes me more me than better me. If I want to become better me,that mean the way who I am is not enough. So I wan to say. Deeper moor new me. That way feels much better.
Understanding about human suffering,make me to understand we are same boat.
Worry about family,bill,friends,emotions,relationship and all those experience we are going through.
Some way it is a very grateful to share that and sametime it is not so pleasant. Because I need to say my weak point and vulnerable point to other. Perhaps that is a my ego. Want to share cool things and awesome things.
Weal,strong,struggle,evolution,bill,freedom,new friends,old one,nostalgia,new excitement..
All different things fleeting every single day.
Looking for meaning or purpose.
So my existence is not waste and something benefit to this world. Just adding my own vibe..
Maybe it will be forgotten some point. If I calculate the populations now,it will be 6 billion people.
How many people lived so far throughout history.
Over 10000 years or many more..
Every single day people's ar born and die.
How many people passing by and new born.
We all want to be remembered,we all want to be feel important,loved and love.
All basic human nature.
Our of many billion possibilities,there are only one unique you. That is a you,that is a me.
If I understand that,there is no judgement about it.
Flow particle,flow energy,flow life...fleeting moments,we are alive.
Writing,recording like this.
Anyway I enjoy my evening doing like this.
See you tomorrow :)
When I perceive myself,maybe nothing special. Bit when other person perceive me,they preceive different way toe receive the way I how I perceive to myself. I think that a cool thing. Because through that recognition,we begin to understand who we really are. How universe remember you not you remember you. Many beautiful people I meet everyday,I receive so much inspiration and that makes me more me than better me. If I want to become better me,that mean the way who I am is not enough. So I wan to say. Deeper moor new me. That way feels much better.
Understanding about human suffering,make me to understand we are same boat.
Worry about family,bill,friends,emotions,relationship and all those experience we are going through.
Some way it is a very grateful to share that and sametime it is not so pleasant. Because I need to say my weak point and vulnerable point to other. Perhaps that is a my ego. Want to share cool things and awesome things.
Weal,strong,struggle,evolution,bill,freedom,new friends,old one,nostalgia,new excitement..
All different things fleeting every single day.
Looking for meaning or purpose.
So my existence is not waste and something benefit to this world. Just adding my own vibe..
Maybe it will be forgotten some point. If I calculate the populations now,it will be 6 billion people.
How many people lived so far throughout history.
Over 10000 years or many more..
Every single day people's ar born and die.
How many people passing by and new born.
We all want to be remembered,we all want to be feel important,loved and love.
All basic human nature.
Our of many billion possibilities,there are only one unique you. That is a you,that is a me.
If I understand that,there is no judgement about it.
Flow particle,flow energy,flow life...fleeting moments,we are alive.
Writing,recording like this.
Anyway I enjoy my evening doing like this.
See you tomorrow :)
Man need a man cave :)
I like my man cave.
It is a my private space for myself. It is located in basement but very quite and doesn't have any city vibrations. Feels like everything is buried under silence. I open my favorite books and begin to have my private conversations with the . Very sacred moment for real connections. What they like to search,what they found,what is a really important. I contemplate a life,history and also many different possibilities. Many different words flows out from my spacious mind and same time I long for some deeper connections with universe. Perhaps,long for love or dream or infinite possibilities or quriosities for further questions. Fleeting moments and same time I am living this fleeting moment,seeking,feeling,thinking and try to make a sense of my life. But I don't know that it make it sense. Feels like we are living organism that wherever we are we will create or adapt new environment. Maybe I give a meaning to it. I have seen so many different lives and all the life has own stories. I see one piece of their story and pretend that I know something. But I don't know anything.many people walking by,cars drove by,many different thought,loves,buildings,city,noise,business,home,homeless people,food and shelter,yoga,peace,appreciations,affections,care,emotions all those fleeting moment make our life. Life experience. Where I am...life flows,samsara,enlightened space,space hold all those life...
We are here and we exist and experience.
All fleeting pieces of thought. No answer all questions swallowed by silence.
Go back to the source and I closed my eyes. Maybe I don't like a headache. So I rather just sleep,forget about it same time in deeper eye want to be wake. The dapper eye feels tired so indulging in sleep and pleasure.
12:20 am.
Many different post cards from many different countries. I miss my friends.beautiful people..I see through their eyes in many different countries,mountains and I think I will be there in time.
Inspirations and longing.
Maybe today is enough for this.
Yoga classes,downtown Seattle,walking yard walk,enjoy sunshine,meet new people,first time and never know when I will meet them again. Precious moment.
My wife birthday,cheese cupcake,awakening of psychic power,book store,one flower,central market,soothing music...I enjoy silence now.
White space and black lines of words and dance,like to reach you through this space.
Rest... And see you in time.
It is a my private space for myself. It is located in basement but very quite and doesn't have any city vibrations. Feels like everything is buried under silence. I open my favorite books and begin to have my private conversations with the . Very sacred moment for real connections. What they like to search,what they found,what is a really important. I contemplate a life,history and also many different possibilities. Many different words flows out from my spacious mind and same time I long for some deeper connections with universe. Perhaps,long for love or dream or infinite possibilities or quriosities for further questions. Fleeting moments and same time I am living this fleeting moment,seeking,feeling,thinking and try to make a sense of my life. But I don't know that it make it sense. Feels like we are living organism that wherever we are we will create or adapt new environment. Maybe I give a meaning to it. I have seen so many different lives and all the life has own stories. I see one piece of their story and pretend that I know something. But I don't know anything.many people walking by,cars drove by,many different thought,loves,buildings,city,noise,business,home,homeless people,food and shelter,yoga,peace,appreciations,affections,care,emotions all those fleeting moment make our life. Life experience. Where I am...life flows,samsara,enlightened space,space hold all those life...
We are here and we exist and experience.
All fleeting pieces of thought. No answer all questions swallowed by silence.
Go back to the source and I closed my eyes. Maybe I don't like a headache. So I rather just sleep,forget about it same time in deeper eye want to be wake. The dapper eye feels tired so indulging in sleep and pleasure.
12:20 am.
Many different post cards from many different countries. I miss my friends.beautiful people..I see through their eyes in many different countries,mountains and I think I will be there in time.
Inspirations and longing.
Maybe today is enough for this.
Yoga classes,downtown Seattle,walking yard walk,enjoy sunshine,meet new people,first time and never know when I will meet them again. Precious moment.
My wife birthday,cheese cupcake,awakening of psychic power,book store,one flower,central market,soothing music...I enjoy silence now.
White space and black lines of words and dance,like to reach you through this space.
Rest... And see you in time.
Sunday, October 26, 2014
There Are many different I in me.
Sometimes I wonder that feels like there are many different me inside of me.
A little child who is very excited about many things,also very old soul who likes to understand all meaning of existence and many different questions,feminine side who likes art,music,feeling.
Also feels like there are many different perspective who I have learn from so many different people.
I can bring their quality and adding into myself. So I can create my own version of others.
If I keep doing this way,I can create many different I in myself. So I can invent my self in anyway I like. But the I in physical perspective I have my own identity such as where I grow up,which country I came from,what kind of education I have and what kind of hobby I enjoy ..etc. same time my mental I is so free from all those things. I become my own vibrant being who likes to explore all possible things in universe. Perhaps I enjoy that part.
Perhaps,I enjoy this me out of all possible me.
I need to honor this me. Maybe only one experience through this me.
I don't know next one who will be like.
Circle of samsara,experiencing universe through many different form.
Where are we going ?
I wonder and wonder :)
A little child who is very excited about many things,also very old soul who likes to understand all meaning of existence and many different questions,feminine side who likes art,music,feeling.
Also feels like there are many different perspective who I have learn from so many different people.
I can bring their quality and adding into myself. So I can create my own version of others.
If I keep doing this way,I can create many different I in myself. So I can invent my self in anyway I like. But the I in physical perspective I have my own identity such as where I grow up,which country I came from,what kind of education I have and what kind of hobby I enjoy ..etc. same time my mental I is so free from all those things. I become my own vibrant being who likes to explore all possible things in universe. Perhaps I enjoy that part.
Perhaps,I enjoy this me out of all possible me.
I need to honor this me. Maybe only one experience through this me.
I don't know next one who will be like.
Circle of samsara,experiencing universe through many different form.
Where are we going ?
I wonder and wonder :)
Thursday, October 23, 2014
Good things come when you have no expectations.
When things doesn't happen the way how we expect,we like to blame our self or blame others or we feel disappointed by whatever experience right that moment.
I remember so many times when I feel diapointed,energy drained and feel weak. and I begin to contemplate why is like that ? Perhaps I like to have a good time whatever I am doing right now,need to meet some kind of expectations from my mind.As you know life does't happen like that. it come exactly what you need to experience for that moment for your own evolution. it test your patience,intelligence,mindfulness and also give you rewards,too
So I realized that whenever,wherever,whatever,I will maintain my awareness in given moment and just enjoy it.if I don't see sunshine that moment,I will try to something different than sunshine. Maybe clouds shape is awesome that moment. Radio station's music feels much better or sounds of rain is a great. My mind become more spacious than linear.If our mind become spacious,we begin to see much more and enjoy much more. much better choices,much better time with others and relax into the moment much more.If I relax into the moment more,my body feels more relaxed and begin to have more feeling of trust comes to me. So, I don't worry so much. Give my trust to universe,life and begin to experience more synchronicity and sublime beauty,too
Lots of vision and creative idea does't come from many different thought. I think it comes from higher energy and higher energy has own intelligence. That intelligence itself using our brain mechanism for express its own life through words,ideas and different forms.If you think about all those things are expression from different intelligence through our brain.So, we are act on that ideas in our life and living in it.Perhaps that's why I like to explore high energy point in earth and practice yoga,meditation and long hike in the woods.When my body absorbs that pure energy,our cell begin to vibrate more and transform to different quality of that organism. We think that Oh..this is a me,this is the way how think,the way how grow up,the way how I live and etc. but there is the way how it is. Life itself constantly flows,want to evolve in new forms or want to explore different possibilities.I feel our body,mind and emotions are tools for that new possibilities. Same time that possibilities doesn't come in easy way. It comes with struggle,resistance and rebellion.because we need to get out from what makes you feel stagnant,what we already know,what we already experienced.Every moment is a new opportunity to see or to experience abundance of life and wisdom.
I don't know where it all goes...it goes somewhere? If we evolve in every possible ways,how it looks like ?. I like to ponder that idea very much. That's why I like sify movies.Everything will be radiate from Pure love and full of wisdom? Every desire will satisfied through that evolution? we all live ever forever paradise ? Anyway,what is a paradise? I don't like to conclude something in paticular way. Because it blocks another possibilities.Or universe will repeat its own drama ?
I didn't live a quite long enough to understand what is a universal drama anyway ? It will go beyond our personal drama for sure.Maybe try to understand through my mind itself is a flaw. because univeral intelligence is beyond my comprehension.Wrestle between my mind and universe. Maybe that is a real fun.Maybe universe want some fun with you and me.That's why I am here. who Know...?
I remember so many times when I feel diapointed,energy drained and feel weak. and I begin to contemplate why is like that ? Perhaps I like to have a good time whatever I am doing right now,need to meet some kind of expectations from my mind.As you know life does't happen like that. it come exactly what you need to experience for that moment for your own evolution. it test your patience,intelligence,mindfulness and also give you rewards,too
So I realized that whenever,wherever,whatever,I will maintain my awareness in given moment and just enjoy it.if I don't see sunshine that moment,I will try to something different than sunshine. Maybe clouds shape is awesome that moment. Radio station's music feels much better or sounds of rain is a great. My mind become more spacious than linear.If our mind become spacious,we begin to see much more and enjoy much more. much better choices,much better time with others and relax into the moment much more.If I relax into the moment more,my body feels more relaxed and begin to have more feeling of trust comes to me. So, I don't worry so much. Give my trust to universe,life and begin to experience more synchronicity and sublime beauty,too
Lots of vision and creative idea does't come from many different thought. I think it comes from higher energy and higher energy has own intelligence. That intelligence itself using our brain mechanism for express its own life through words,ideas and different forms.If you think about all those things are expression from different intelligence through our brain.So, we are act on that ideas in our life and living in it.Perhaps that's why I like to explore high energy point in earth and practice yoga,meditation and long hike in the woods.When my body absorbs that pure energy,our cell begin to vibrate more and transform to different quality of that organism. We think that Oh..this is a me,this is the way how think,the way how grow up,the way how I live and etc. but there is the way how it is. Life itself constantly flows,want to evolve in new forms or want to explore different possibilities.I feel our body,mind and emotions are tools for that new possibilities. Same time that possibilities doesn't come in easy way. It comes with struggle,resistance and rebellion.because we need to get out from what makes you feel stagnant,what we already know,what we already experienced.Every moment is a new opportunity to see or to experience abundance of life and wisdom.
I don't know where it all goes...it goes somewhere? If we evolve in every possible ways,how it looks like ?. I like to ponder that idea very much. That's why I like sify movies.Everything will be radiate from Pure love and full of wisdom? Every desire will satisfied through that evolution? we all live ever forever paradise ? Anyway,what is a paradise? I don't like to conclude something in paticular way. Because it blocks another possibilities.Or universe will repeat its own drama ?
I didn't live a quite long enough to understand what is a universal drama anyway ? It will go beyond our personal drama for sure.Maybe try to understand through my mind itself is a flaw. because univeral intelligence is beyond my comprehension.Wrestle between my mind and universe. Maybe that is a real fun.Maybe universe want some fun with you and me.That's why I am here. who Know...?
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Sharing
I am very happy to share my thought through this blogging.
This one is a new to me although I enjoy some update through face book and I feel I have more to share and sametime it's a good for me practice writting,contemplating also it allows for me to sit down and makes my mind calm.I enjoy reading in many different kind of books and understand author's thought,what people try to understand,what is the cause?,why we are here ?where we are going ? and there is a reson? There is a purpose? Or just we are one possibliliy out of infinite.
Perhaps,this kind of thinking seems not productive but I enjoy it.I think I enjoy different perspective because perspective allows for opening another possibilities. So,our thought process create another possibilities through this thought,words and sentences. Because our perception based on six senses and this six senses based on sensations,smells,visions,touch.and all those things we can describe through words and create all 3 dimensional reality through words. Words create vision with our personal projections and through this projection,we think,we understand or experience this physical world. Same time this physical world are created through our minds,too
Our mind perceive things as nature,universe,ideas and imaginations and many more possible world,too.Also what if our mind doesn't exist,universe will exist ? If there is a no obsever,what will exist? And what is a existence anyway? When you have a deep sleep,the world exist in your dream? Or just your sleeping exist in that moment.when you wake up,your eyes begin to function,your six senses begin to function and we know what we have to do. Make a breakfast,ready for work or normally what we do in daily basis.
Many different questions create my quriosity for further quest and seeking. Maybe I enjoy seeking,just experience of that seeking. Maybe feeling of something I am doing. I am finding something,I found something important. So I am cool or smart or awesome. So seeking result in optimal pleasure or satisfaction for myself ?
The water flow whatever the paths are there. It doesn't matter this way or that way. Staight,curves or flow underground,freeze into ice,evaporate into air. Or convert into energy. I can't say which way is better than the other. Just how it serve for you in given time and space. It will move on it's own.
My seeking maybe like that. Just flow whatever ,wherever like to go. Because life is a movement and sametime it has stillness,too . Perhaps seeking is a movement of energy.through that process we enjoy the life and maybe seeking itself is a life.i can say I am living a life through seeking.
I don't want to go on logical flow through this process. I think just want to say how my mind flow like this. May it's not only my mind but also other,too if we flow like his ,we will meet in some point together. That is exciting point. So we will meet in time soon. Doesn't matter how long will it takes. The universe will exist in every ways. Excited to meet you in time :)
This one is a new to me although I enjoy some update through face book and I feel I have more to share and sametime it's a good for me practice writting,contemplating also it allows for me to sit down and makes my mind calm.I enjoy reading in many different kind of books and understand author's thought,what people try to understand,what is the cause?,why we are here ?where we are going ? and there is a reson? There is a purpose? Or just we are one possibliliy out of infinite.
Perhaps,this kind of thinking seems not productive but I enjoy it.I think I enjoy different perspective because perspective allows for opening another possibilities. So,our thought process create another possibilities through this thought,words and sentences. Because our perception based on six senses and this six senses based on sensations,smells,visions,touch.and all those things we can describe through words and create all 3 dimensional reality through words. Words create vision with our personal projections and through this projection,we think,we understand or experience this physical world. Same time this physical world are created through our minds,too
Our mind perceive things as nature,universe,ideas and imaginations and many more possible world,too.Also what if our mind doesn't exist,universe will exist ? If there is a no obsever,what will exist? And what is a existence anyway? When you have a deep sleep,the world exist in your dream? Or just your sleeping exist in that moment.when you wake up,your eyes begin to function,your six senses begin to function and we know what we have to do. Make a breakfast,ready for work or normally what we do in daily basis.
Many different questions create my quriosity for further quest and seeking. Maybe I enjoy seeking,just experience of that seeking. Maybe feeling of something I am doing. I am finding something,I found something important. So I am cool or smart or awesome. So seeking result in optimal pleasure or satisfaction for myself ?
The water flow whatever the paths are there. It doesn't matter this way or that way. Staight,curves or flow underground,freeze into ice,evaporate into air. Or convert into energy. I can't say which way is better than the other. Just how it serve for you in given time and space. It will move on it's own.
My seeking maybe like that. Just flow whatever ,wherever like to go. Because life is a movement and sametime it has stillness,too . Perhaps seeking is a movement of energy.through that process we enjoy the life and maybe seeking itself is a life.i can say I am living a life through seeking.
I don't want to go on logical flow through this process. I think just want to say how my mind flow like this. May it's not only my mind but also other,too if we flow like his ,we will meet in some point together. That is exciting point. So we will meet in time soon. Doesn't matter how long will it takes. The universe will exist in every ways. Excited to meet you in time :)
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