Good things come when you have no expectations.

When things doesn't happen the way how we expect,we like to blame our self or blame others or we feel disappointed by whatever experience right that moment.
I remember so many times when I feel diapointed,energy drained and feel weak. and I begin to contemplate why is like that ? Perhaps I like to have a good time whatever I am doing right now,need to meet some kind of expectations from my mind.As you know life does't happen like that. it come exactly what you need to experience for that moment for your own evolution. it test your patience,intelligence,mindfulness and also give you rewards,too
So I realized that whenever,wherever,whatever,I will maintain my awareness in given moment and just enjoy it.if I don't see sunshine that moment,I will try to something different than sunshine. Maybe clouds shape is awesome that moment. Radio station's music feels much better or sounds of rain is a great.  My mind become more spacious than linear.If our mind become spacious,we begin to see much more and enjoy much more. much better choices,much better time with others and relax into the moment much more.If I relax into the moment more,my body feels more relaxed and begin to have more feeling of trust comes to me. So, I don't worry so much. Give my trust to universe,life and begin to experience more synchronicity and sublime beauty,too

Lots of vision and creative idea does't come from many different thought. I think it comes from higher energy and higher energy has own intelligence. That intelligence itself using our brain mechanism for express its own life through words,ideas and different forms.If you think about all those things are expression from different intelligence through our brain.So, we are act on that ideas in our life and living in it.Perhaps that's why I like to explore high energy point in earth and practice yoga,meditation and long hike in the woods.When my body absorbs that pure energy,our cell begin to vibrate more and transform to different quality of that organism. We think that Oh..this is a me,this is the way how think,the way how grow up,the way how I live and etc. but there is the way how it is. Life itself constantly flows,want to evolve in new forms or want to explore different possibilities.I feel our body,mind and emotions are tools for that new possibilities. Same time that possibilities doesn't come in easy way. It comes with struggle,resistance and rebellion.because we need to get out from what makes you feel stagnant,what we already know,what we already experienced.Every moment is a new opportunity to see or to experience abundance of life and wisdom.
I don't know where it all goes...it goes somewhere? If we evolve in every possible ways,how it looks like ?. I like to ponder that idea very much. That's why I like sify movies.Everything will be radiate from Pure love and full of wisdom? Every desire will satisfied through that evolution? we all live ever forever paradise ? Anyway,what is a paradise? I don't like to conclude something in paticular way. Because it blocks another possibilities.Or universe will repeat its own drama ?
I didn't live a quite long enough to understand what is a universal drama anyway ? It will go beyond our personal drama for sure.Maybe try to understand through my mind itself is a flaw. because univeral intelligence is beyond my comprehension.Wrestle between my mind and universe. Maybe that is a real fun.Maybe universe want some fun with you and me.That's why I am here. who Know...?