Life

Life... I can only say life.
So much abundance and so many things happening in this moment.
Pandora station's French cafe and I love it.
Bottle of wine,found new animation about one boy "magi" I love it so far.
Witnessing death last Thursday and intuitive writting and yoga weekend and another 2 yoga classes this evening. Many conversations,insight and love.

Perhaps in this fleeting moment which I love it will pass away,that's why I can't help falling in love with. Many beautiful people who I met this weekend and today,all beautiful nd very grateful that I am part of that.
I have spaciousness in my mind nod have many different drawer. I can bring many different qualities.
Some drawer has full of insight and experience.
And drawer has some junk,left over and trash,another drawer has my treasure in it.
I can open any drawer what I want and if I like to shre,I can do that.
But I need to feel right.i think it's not because of I am picky but because of I value my self And I am also very precious being.

I like dancing. I don't know ..I am not good dancer in technical level but I like to express my self.
Freedom,blossoming,feeling,love and all those things expressed when I move my body and when I feel my body.

I feel that I like to feel and blossom in every level of my existence from sexual to spiritual.
Orgasm from genial to brain. I think orgasm is unique expression of human being and it contain some specters for our evolution and spirituality and blossoming of our consciousness.
I didn't study very deeply but I can feel the dynamic expression of energy in human body expressed that way. I can sense someone never experienced even gennital orgasm. I have eerie need all from he total to brain and I feel there are much more. If we feel really open noir 7 th chakra,there is a path way to connect to something beyond. I don't know exactly what I is...feels like world of light. Blossoming,different rays of light,complete bliss... Something like that. I wonder that that,s it?
 That is highest I can go ?
 If I say highest,there are much more. Because logical way to think if I say highest,I already limit, so that is not highest.  I can't say that words. Perhaps what I experience right now good enough,that is a good enough. I don't need to pursue highest..because there is no highest.

Logic collapse I present moment. Present moment contain possibilities of eternality.
Maybe this is a essence of emptiness. It contain everlasting possibilities and same time it is a empty.